Annyong ha sye yo ,everyone~

Just a short update here, just recently something terrible has happened … hmm, I don’t really want to talk bout it here, its something related to my family’s financial crisis, this time is pretty difficult for my parents and I, and I really hope that…. we could overcome this, but its going to be very tough… and that day when the situation broke out, I had sorta fell into a blank emotion state, I wasn’t able to even cry, it frightens myself.

Anyways, tomorrow, there’ll be a model searh. Its sorta like a nationwide search, and it takes a lot of courage in me to decide to join, it is like a reality show, so tmrw is the audition, it is either, I will fail and come back home. Or I would get into the nex round. Terribly nervous rite now….

Xue > I ve been following ur updates, u are in gov school now, I had so wanted to send u something!!! But ive been preoccupied, anyways, maybe someday u wud get a surprise from me! heehhe.and keep in touch ok….hope u are doing fine always.

Jenna > annyong, great that we are talking more these days….heehe

Michelle > of coz I remember u….we’ll keep in touch thru email or msn k.take care.

Hi everyone, ive been errr….quite preoccupied with school work and also lazing around a lot! Sigh. Hmm. my first paper is this Thursday, 20^th apr. and it would end on 29^th apr. after that I’ll be on a 3 mth break, but I gues I will have to do some finding out on my thesis study, also working here and there…eheh. Lol.

Ah, besides exams, I gues nothing much to update…. Yet to have any chances to meet anyone *special* if some of you are wondering!! Aigoo…though, I m trying to open my eyes wide and big….if anyone is along my way. Wahahah~

Jess unnie > nanun shibuyo gashim choyo * I m so touched * I watched the 7 rainmakers clip again yesterday, oori oppa just have that effect on me, I was like…containing tears again, when he brought up his ommoni, u noe, how he was trying to give out boyish wide grin despite the grief!! Ahh~ and he went *ahem ahem* . ahh~  unnie, I was quite …. Into hyun bin’s role as sam shik, so I decided to find out more bout binnie, and OMMMO!! He smokes! *shakes head* I even saw a series of pics…during the filming of MNIKSS of him smoking, aigooo, he should QUIT it at once!! I m soooo glad our ji hunnie doesn’t!!! but, then and again, this picture of him really looks…suave ^^

Ira > I m glad you are back to ‘normal’ ! aigoo….dont ever ever think of those silly thoughts again ya! -- gun kang jo shim haseyo *take care of your health*

Jenna > It was sooo good to talk to u on msn jus now! and…once again, *chongmal kumasumida* for trying to…make one of my little gurl wish come true. *huggles* it really means to me. and…err… I m happy that… you are coping well. aja aja!

Jess UNNIE > kumasumida!!

lol~ hows everyone? me? hmm, sorry to keep repeating this, again, nothing much except that ive been eating and eating for this CNY break! Ahh, , I just bought a slim cut design levis jeans which I can go with boots…and hmmm…. If I go on putting weight, I would have to abandon my newly bought jeans, haha, so….ahh….got to have some control. Aigoooo~

ahhh, I gues for all of u who knows me, rather well, I m a person who live on dreams, without dreams I wouldn’t have survived, I would be like a flower drained of water. So…I guess, I jus cant separate myself from that. hahaha. I have been rather ….hmm, in a dreamy mode again. Deeper than usual….hahaa. but don’t worry. I will still be sensible and concioua. Hahhaha.

hmm, this time, in the mood of *bi* ahh, i m so happy for his first launch in the american market, heard that his madison square gardens concert was sold out, so glad that it went well. aww~

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XUE > heya, I missed u too.!! How was cny for u deary? Hahah. Welll, about bi aka RAIN. Only have 3 dramas till date, the first one being ‘sangdoo’ a tragic story about the sacrifices a guy made for a gurl, the next being ‘full house’ and this ons is absolutely a light hearted comedy, but yet touching…and its full of so much sweeeeetnessss…..you really should watch this one. Haha, the Latest one is ‘ijuksa’ about him being a younger brother to someone, and had evil plans of vengeance towards the woman who dumped his very much cherished elder brother…. The twists and everything that happened in between is really interesting. Haha. hmm…I gues if its in china, they should have Chinese sub then hehe. aigoo,the news of him taking drugs is absolutely absurd…..lol, u r right about the ‘dogs’ , but he did drink I belive, it was a post concert celeb. Haha. oh the F 1 thing? nothing much, just that I might either get the job or not, hehe, already went for the final interview. Jus hope that I could go thru, coz the pay is pretty goooooD. Haha. lol, seems like u are watching ‘my name is kim sam soon?’ hehhe, k drams are good huh?

Jenna > aigoo, chongmal bogoshipo! Ahh, poor u, actually was studying for a test when bi was in concert.  but no worries…. We’ll catch up wif jess to understand how the exact situation is okies.hehe. …..

Annyong ha sae yo…

* in the mood of 'i jukil nomui sarang' *

Well, hmm… I haven’t been updating for sometime, I know, just wasn’t in the mood. There is nothing much to update too.

I got a call from my agent, saying that my job with F 1 this coming march is confirmed. Tomorrow will have to go the the petronas tower for final screening and then that’s it. wait for 17^th march. Lol~ I m excited. At the same time, I know I will be dead tired, because the week before and the 2 weeks after I have field trips to forests. Infact, the week I m suppose to be working for F 1, is actually one of the weeks for the field trip too, the lecturer said that if anyone has any reasons why they cant make it, then have to tell on the spot. So I had no choice …and he prompted so much, asking what sort of event I m involved in that the dates cant be postpone. So …oh well, I just said I m helping the F 1 organizing team, hahahaha~

Irina > I have been thinking about ijuksa so much. Haha. actually, different ppl perceive the ending differently, Jess said that Eun Seok actually died too…. But I thought she didn’t, because she opened her eyes that morning, I thought it was time for Bok Gu to get punished for playing with her real feelings, so that’s why he died after giving the jacket to ES, and so he frozen. But then what jess said is true too, maybe ES sensed that BG is no longer living, and so she didn’t have the strength nor will power to carry on…. Afterall she was very weak already.

Xue > hi, oh about the latest drama of RAIN… I don’t think u can get it from china yet, it has just finished airing in korea, It will take some time before it would be broadcasted in anywhere else, and before it would be distributed. But, this drama isn’t like full house….jovial and comedy like, this one is very sad and serious….